Friends,
I just wrote almost a full blog and then erased the entire thing cause I had a better idea. LOL. Probably shouldn’t have done that because there’s a save button. Anyways, here we are. It’s not going to be too long so bear with me. Y’all are actually the greatest for reading this.
I try to keep these less “preachy” and more just regular writing but I have to talk about prayer today. Prayer is the most powerful weapon we have and the hardest thing to be good at.
Lets define prayer: prayer is talking to the Guy who made us, it’s petitioning our requests to the Lord, it’s begging for souls to be won over from darkness, it’s a last resort for some, and it’s the first thing done for some. YOU, yes you, pray everyday. Even if you don’t call yourself a Christian or any other religion. All those times you’re “talking to yourself” yeah that’s prayer, you just don’t know who it’s directed to! So that’s a great start, now we have to understand why we pray.
We pray because Jesus prayed, mainly. We also pray because we believe that there’s someone out there listening. We pray because somewhere deep down inside our souls we know that we aren’t able to accomplish what we want to see done. Well what you may or may not know is that God is so able to do anything and He calls us to talk through life with him. He is our Father right? I like talk to my Dad so why wouldn’t I want to talk to my heavenly Dad?
Why is prayer so hard? I think that God is a concept that is so large and tough for us to wrap our heads around. This makes it really weird and awkward to talk to him. I sometimes feel like I’m talking to air, not a deity that encompasses everything in the known world. God is so big that it seems almost impossible for him to have a personal relationship with 7 billion people. The good news is that all those aforementioned things that make prayer hard are FALSE! God IS huge, but He still wants to talk to you and have a personal relationship with you. In fact, God wants you to pray to Him even if you’re not a “christian”. The awkwardness also goes away because as we begin to pray more we begin to know God more. It’s a pretty simple idea, the first time you talk to Joe in class it’s really awkward but it gets less and less awkward every time right?
Another reason why prayer is hard is because many times our prayers seem unanswered. If our prayers don’t roll over to what we were asking, it sure seems like they weren’t answered. This is a tough concept. God hears everything we ask Him and sometimes He doesn’t answer our prayers like we want Him to. When James and Peter were arrested by Ceaser the Jews were praying EARNESTLY for their lives. James was killed and Peter was saved by an angel. Why wasn’t James saved, too? This seems really unfair. Peter went on to be arguably the most influential Christian of all time, becoming the first Pope and being the rock that God built His church on. God’s timing is perfect and His reasoning for everything is just and fair.
I encourage all of you to pray and to pray hard. It’s not easy and it’s not always fun either. Prayer isn’t the preparation for the battle, it is the battle. ( I didn’t come up with that quote.) It’s our greatest weapon and it can be as easy and having a conversation.
I also would ask you to pray for Nicaragua. They have had some pretty terrible earthquakes in the past week and it is beginning to look like bad news as far as more to come and volcanic activity. Pray for my summer there, that my heart would be prepared for the things I will do and the people I will meet.
Mucho Amor,
B-Rad